tear....sniff...SOB!!

The First Day Of SCHOOL!
Poor Mollie... I practically shoved her out the door. I've been through the tears with her and I'm good. Not so sad about her starting another year. But Nolan oh not my Nolan. The dude has never even been to preschool (which I'm finding is a pretty big deal here and feeling pressure to put Hayden in, but that's another topic) and its FULL day kinder here (which is awesome). I guess what makes me the most sad is Hayden is lost with out Nolan. He really is and I remember Nolan being the same way about Mollie. It really is so cool how much they depend on each other for Joy! So yeah I'm home entertaining the dude, and hes doing really good! Hey he finally gets to chose what he wants on the TV, today he was mesmerized by Caillou.
So Mollie has her Bestest friend in her class and she is stoked! Nolan when I drop him off is like Later MOM! No biggy for him like hes been waiting forever to go...and he kinda has! I'm super happy with our decision to hold him back...I can tell he is going to thrive!
So the first two days have felt like 2 hours and I haven't slept much at all(i don't know what that's about) and like it or not my kids are growing up, I need to embrace it! They are gonna be such cool people to hang out with as adults! (I just need to keep telling myself that) :)